“…only think a moment- that we are here now, and that that was then, and it has come to this, and how odd, odd, odd it is!”
I feel like I’m living a dream and no matter how hard I try, I can’t wake up. This pandemic has definitely triggered some anxiety and issues with sleep. I believe it’s brought out unresolved issues of grief linked to my mother’s death a year and a half ago. Oh, how I wish I could call her and discuss the issues going on in the world today. Isn’t it funny that no matter how old you get, your mother can always give you a sense of security and comfort?
Although I’m actually enjoying the lack of a schedule, I find the idle time gives me unlimited time to think. Where is my life going? What’s my purpose? Questions about my faith and searching for answers. And the list goes on….
Luckily I’ve found that meditation and yoga have been a tremendous help for me. Hopefully, with the upcoming transition to opening up the economy, we will all get back to some sense of normalcy. Namaste’